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[09 Dec 2005|10:59am]
one more week until this semester is over. it's about time, and i can't wait to go home for a month. my current room mate is leaving after this semester and i have a name of a new girl coming in so it should be interesting. my room mate and i were friends, but not nearly as close as i wish i could have become with someone. hopefully this next girl and i will be good. i'm finishing up with my exams, and the studying is just about driving me crazy. 2 more to go :) my job is going good, but because of the break i'm taking off for the month and just going to do some babysitting while i'm home. i've saved up a lot of money these past few months, so christmas shopping shouldn't be too stressful.

on a side note, clothes shopping. i didn't buy a lot, but just a few things. at hollister i bought a jacket, pair of jeans & sweater. and then at bebe, a ripknit wrap top as well as a dress for michelle's sister's wedding in a month :)











updating will def happen now ;)
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new new new. [16 Nov 2005|03:38pm]
i am back & ready to start updating. ive always still come onto livejournal and checked up on my friends entries, commenting and keepin up on everyone but i am going to start updating again.


lots of new stuff going on, will update w/ all news tonight! take care <3
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update. [03 Sep 2004|11:18am]
my best friend is dying. ='(
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[14 Jul 2004|02:01am]
alright so really, i'm gonna start updating again. as soon as i get my room back to myself, cause i've been sharing it with my moms friends daughter for like 2 months, and i can not wait for them to leave 3 days. but on the 21st i'm going to the bahamas. and i'll be back 10 days after that. k? so expect new entries.
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[08 May 2004|09:46am]
[ mood | angry ]

this journal is so screwed up. i need melissa to help me because i have no idea how to fix it. i can only comment, and usually it doesn't let me post. it just deletes them!

blahhh.

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:-\ [06 Mar 2004|02:48pm]
[ mood | thankful ]
[ music | my little sister crying. ]

ok, so wow. i haven't written in here in a long time. 3 days after my birthday i got in a car accident with john, and a friend. we got hit from the front, and john was driving. i was in the passengers seat, and my friend was in the back. she just got cuts and bruises, but i was hospitalized for a week & a half, and john was just released 2 days ago.

it's been hell, i've been in the hospital every single day till john was out. thanks though to everyone who came and visited, as well as shared thoughts & prayers. i'll give details later, but that's the reason i haven't posted. i will soon.

xoxo~<3

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17 years old :P [15 Feb 2004|07:10pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Britney Spears - Toxic * ]

Yesterday was such a fun day. I was out from 11 am untill this afternoon. Because it was my birthday and not only Valentines Day, John and a bunch of my friends took me out for a brunch to this place, where I swear I ate like I never have before. John gave me the new Tiffany's necklace at lunch, and it was just a fun time. Afterwards, we went home and I showered, and changed and we went out to my friend Erin's house where we hung around for a bit, before me & John's reservations for a beautiful dinner at 6:15. The dinner was cute as always, and I was totally stuffed by then. Afterwards we went over to this coffee house for deserts, etc. and then we went back to his house. We were gonna go see a movie, but I suggested we just rent one and go back to John's house. His whole basement is his, so it's basically like his own apartment. His parents never bother him, so of course I never have any problems staying over. Believe it or not, last night was the first night I went all the way with John. It was so magical, and i'm so happy I got to spend such a special day/night with him <3

Besides the point, I went shopping AGAIN. There's a few things from hollister i want so so bad, and i'm awaiting some money so i can get over there and buy everythinggg! Getting new clothes is just so exciting. Haha, it's so bad though, because my closet, which is a walk-in, is overloading with clothes, and I can't find anymore room. I should really maybe think of getting a new dresser or something.. hm :\

Back in the day, there was this chick Katie who I used to be close with. She had gone out with John about a year ago, and that's how I got close with her. When they broke up, me & her stopped talking basically. There was no real reason why, we just never saw each other anymore, etc etc. So like 3 days ago, i get online, and there's this email from her. It basically said how I was such a bitch, and how she can't believe me and John are together now. She tried to bring back old memories, and try to make them into the worst, because she just didn't accept that me and John were together. She started blaming me for their break-up, and she said that if I never existed, her and John would still be together, etc etc. I thought about writing back telling her how I felt, but ya know what, I'm not even gonna waste my time. I have him now, and I should just be thankful. I did write back, but all i said was I was sorry things turned out how they did for her, but as for me, i'm very happy with how things are. Sooo, AHAHA =D i'm such a bitch, but that's ok.

I think i'm gonna go eat some cake or somethin, and just rest a bit. My friend Jess said she was gonna stop by around 8-8:30, so I guess i'll just wait for her.

Hope everyone had a great Valentines Day! <333

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blah. [07 Feb 2004|08:00pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | the cure - love song ]

i'm ever so lazy to update this as much as some people. i do whenever i have time though. i don't want people to think i'm a boring person though. so i'm sorry if i don't update or comment that often. i'll start more :)

i'm so sick right now. i have a really bad cold, and it sucks. everyone around me is getting sick. i think i caught my cold from John though. oh well. i'll just keep taking medicine, eating soup, and resting as much as i can.

i took off work today, and who knows if i'll go in tomorrow. it's just so stressful, and it's definantly the last place i wanna be when i'm feeling sick.

i really wanted to go shopping again soon, but i don't know. it seems i'm really running low on money. i have no idea where it goes. does that happen to anyone else, or is it just me? like, i can't even find receipts, or remember anything i bought. i'm so ditzy because i know i must have spent it, BUT WHERE?? lol.

last night i went to John's friend Dave's house for a party. it wasn't as fun as it should have been mostly because i had a headache, stuffy nose, and fever. i couldn't be stuck in the house any longer then i already was, which is the reason i went. they were all drinkin, but John asked me around 11:15ish if i wanted to go back to his house since i didn't feel good, and as much as i didn't want to, i said yes. i felt bad for making him leave, but i really felt terrible. i'm hoping this goes away soon.

spring break i've started making plans with a bunch of girls to go either to the florida keyes, cancun, bahamas, or california. i have no idea, cause i wanna have fun, but it's not like you really can til you're a bit older, so you can get drinks and stuff. i'm sure wherever we go though, we'll make the best of it :P

i really want this cold weather to go away. the only reason i like it is because you can wear cute clothes. besides that, it sucks. i def. can't wait untill it starts getting warmer <3

i wanna upload some pictures onto this, but i'm not really sure how to (like put them behind a cut) - so if anyone could leave a comment explaining how to, i definantly will post pictures very very soon.

that's it for now. i'll start updating more. promise.

<3

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in school. [02 Feb 2004|10:06am]
i'm in school right now. it's first block, and i'm in the library. i have a really bad sore throat, and it sucks.

i am supposed to be looking up information for a report, but i thought i'd try to update just a bit.

me and john are great. we're together, and i'm so happy. i couldn't ask for more :P he's the best.

i've worked 5 nights this past week. 4-6 hours per day. wow, i'm dead tired. i'm constantly on my feet. plus, it sucks when you don't feel good. but there's this little girl leighanne who always comes in, and i love her. she's so darn cute.

i want kids. haha, not yet but i can't wait!

anyways, i better finish this work. i went shopping on friday, i'll update later, and tell you stuff i bought. i also have some pictures of myself to post, if people want. let me know ;P

<3 danielle.
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i'm backk.. [24 Jan 2004|12:58pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Jessica Simpson - Beautiful <3 ]

wow, i haven't updated in so so long. my internet explorer has been fucked up lately, and i could only get onto aim/aol. i couldn't look up any internet pages though, so thank god for the new computer :)

bah, i'm so tired !@$!&

there's so much going on right now. midterms start next week, monday-thursday =\ eh, it sucks, but at least i have thursday off. i'm also going to take off friday, so thursday night through sunday i'm going to vermont to do some hardcore snowboarding. alright, maybe not hardcore, but definantly making the best of it. i've only gone about 4 times this season so far, so i'm trying to go a bit more. i can't believe it's almost february already.

i've also been working a lot lately. the money has been comin in so often, so i'm hoping to keep saving up for a new car. yayy.

things with John are good. i'll update later on me and him.

otherwise, i have work from 2-6, so i'll definantly update asap.

sorry to everyone whom i haven't commented, or updated with <3

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baby baby babyyy when you're love is gonee.. [singing :P] [03 Jan 2004|02:55pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | matchbox twenty - bright lights ]

i've been back for 3 days, and i want to go back to Florida badly. i had absolutely so much fun. the weather was beautiful. the nights were chilly, but besides that, it was so great. i would definantly love to get a house down there when i'm older. just imagine it, right on the beach, with like a balcony and everything. ouu i want it.

anyways, christmas was nice as well. we had family over in the early afternoon, because my flight left christmas night. i got everything ranging from clothes, to a coach purse [which i want to bring back or sell], gift cards, money, etc etc. i made out, which is good. John came over before i left as well. he bought me this necklace, which was white gold, with a heart, and all diamonds around the heart. it came with this card that inside was a letter about 2 pages long. it described feelings, from bad to good, and it touched my heart. i think i might even post the letter at another time. it brought tears to my eyes, and made me not want to leave to florida just yet. but i made it through, and when i got home, the same night he was over at my house. we've been a lot closer than usual, and i'm hoping things lead to something even better :)

i'm going snowboarding tomorrow. in a little while, i'm heading over to the skiing/snowboarding shop for a new jacket & boots. my friend Jess showed me a place that supposedly has good equiptment, so i'm excited. last time i went snowboarding, i got so beaten up though. when i left home, i had the biggest sore on my tail bone. i fell directly on it probably like 5 times. otherwise, snowboarding is my life in the winter. i release so much stress when i go. i don't think about anything, besides just goin down, and feeling the wind against my face. it's the best, and if you haven't gone before, i suggest you try. you'll love it!

other than that, i'm almost out of things to say. i'll update soon, and maybe even post that letter from John if i find time [it's pretty long]. hope everyone had a fun & safe new years! <3 xO.

- by the way, thanks to stefanie for the icon. great job! :D

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done with everything! [21 Dec 2003|12:52pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | walking in a winter wonderlanddd ]

christmas shopping is completely done with. boy did that feel like forever. tons of money was spent, but it's all for a good reason [ i guess :P haha jk ] but yeah. i'm proud that i actually didn't spend so much on myself while shopping which is a usual. i bought just a few things, which i can't show cause i'm dumb and don't know how to put pictures in here :x anyone who wants to help me out, it'd be greatly appreciated.

other than that, not much is new. i'm going away right after the holidays. christmas night, i'm flying down to florida :D we're staying there until the 31st, so that should be really fun. i need to get tan [i'm almost as white as a ghost because i haven't gone tanning in over a month ] - i think i am going to go tanning though again, just so i can even out the tan, and i won't get burnt or whatever. i just heard that's good to do before you go somewhere that you will indeed get a tan :P

nicole came home for the holdays. if anyone doesn't know who she is, she's one of my best friends from when i was younger. she lived a few houses down, and we were always so close, and i used to think i was so cool because she was 2 years older. haha, what a loser i am. but it's alright, cause when you were little, the stupidest things made you feel like the coolest kid on the block. anyways, we went down to new york city on friday. it was so so beautiful. everything that i remember it being. we went to see the tree, and went skating. this poor little girl fell and broke her arm right in front of me, but other than that, i skated pretty well :] we walked around, did some shopping. i treated myself to a very cute louie vuitton bag. oh if my mom knew she'd kill me. that's ok though, cause i <3 it, and i used my own money.

christmas is so soon, and it just doesn't feel like the holidays anymore. the malls are decorated, and you do see santa's around, but it's still not the same. i hear christmas music, and it still hasn't hit me that christmas is 4 days away. every year we open one present on christmas eve, and the rest in the morning. it's different because i'm older, but i try not to let that get in front of the way in just bringing back my childhood days. i can't wait to have kids and spend christmas with them. how cute :)

i'm gonna get going. i have some cleaning to do, and some homework. i'll update as soon as i can!

<3 danielle

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so tired.. [08 Dec 2003|07:57pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Yellow Card - Only One ]

finally i've found more time to write in here. right now i feel really crappy though. it's the time of the month. i have a really bad headache, a stomach ache, and yeah. basically just real sucky.

i think i should update on the thing with john. we were at his house the other night. he was playing video games, and i was reading his sisters magazine. then we just started to talk n he sat on one end of his bed, and i just looked at him, and basically told him how i felt lately. i was so nervous though.. i had no idea what words to use. i said whatever came to my mind, and he looked at me, with this stunned look. i felt quite stupid, and he said he was surprised because of how we were so brother/sister-like. he said he had his own feelings for me as well, but he wanted to hold off on them untill he knew if it'd be good or not to take action upon it. but i'm absolutely fine with that, because now he knows how i feel, and we're still close. we do the little flirting here and there, like when we're walking he'll grab my hand or something. i don't know. it's kind of nice, but at the same time i want someone just like him. ohh how gushy.

anyways, christmas shopping is going pretty well. i've gotten most peoples gifts, and i'm running real low on $$. i was in abercrombie trying on these vintage super low stretch jeans, a catherine turtle neck and keegan cable sweater, when i hear about the magazine isn't being sold anymore? right. i thought you could only buy it if you were 18 or older. so what's the issue? if anyone knows, let me know.

i think i should catch up on some homework. i also have to fill out some more college apps. i'm thinking about a few schools, but i'm not sure if i want to be close to home, or be far away in which it'd be trouble to get home. oh well, we'll see.

i'll update soon. hope you all have a nice week/weekend. xo <3

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askdj.. [03 Dec 2003|03:21pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | phone ]

i'm so sorry. it's been such a busy week with thanksgiving and all. it was nice, even though i don't like thanksgiving too much.

my brother came home from college this weekend. it was so nice seeing him. we are so close, and he's just so great. <3

i have so much to do. i have work from 4-8 :\ how nice. i'll deal though. i get my paycheck tomorrow, etc. then it's off to go christmas shopping.

i got to go, but i will def. update with more later.

<3 dani.

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busyy.. [25 Nov 2003|05:57pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | The Ataris {dont know the song :x} ]

i feel like i have no time for myself anymore. from school, to work till 5:30 on some days, 7:30 others, then homework. how am i supposed to have a social life? it's driving me absolutely crazy. i have got to do something to fit some time in for myself and do my own thing, instead of constantly feeling like i'm on a schedule.

today felt like the longest day over. i got out of trig for student council, thank god. i'll probably regret it though, cause whenever i miss one day, i seem to fall behind. oh well.

i need advice from the people that read my journal, that is if someone does, but i really do. my best friend john, who i've talked about before, means so much to me. he leaves august for UCF and so i cherish the time we have now. i don't know if i only like him as a friend though.. =\ when he goes out with girls i get so jealous, but i try so hard not to show it. i have no idea if i should just pretend like nothing is bothering me, or if i should bring it up to him. what if he feels weird? or what if he feels the same? i've had people before tell me he liked me, but ya know, i never knew what to believe cause we're just so close friends wise. i'd honestly do anything for him. we've been through everything, and what if he does like me.. should i take the risk and try something with him? or no, because if something happens, i might lose him forever. AH THIS IS DRIVING ME INSANSE!! i feel like i'm on a movie, cause this is the situation you see all the time. i really don't want to talk about this to people that i personally know, cause i'll just feel uncomfortable. so anyone, please, advice would be greatly appreciated <3

besides this, nothing else is really new. at work, jenn and i didn't do anything besides crack the stupidest jokes and laugh at them. we're losers =] haha. i can't wait for my paycheck. i have tons and tons of christmas shopping to do. ohh more stress. bladdy blah. alright, i'm starving, so i think i'm going to go to taco bell. mmm ;)

have a good day/night. xo *

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busy busy.. [23 Nov 2003|03:42pm]
i have tons and tons of homework to do.. i'm doin bad in trig =\ i need to straighten up, and get my act together. my report card was pretty good. it consisted of all A's & B's so i just have to keep it that way. other then that, i have a 4 page paper for english due on tuesday. thank god we only have 2 days of school this week.

john, whom is my best friend, came over today. we went drivin around, and went to eat at this restaurant about 20 min. away. he's really somethin special to me, and i can't imagine life without him. it's his last year of high school, then he's off to UCF. oo nooo =[ i'll just have to make the time we have left worth it <3

so, thanksgiving is thursday.. everyone seems to make a fuss about it because of the food and stuff, but i really don't think it's that big of a deal. yes, i'll give thanks, but i'm not all ecstatic over a holiday that i have tons of people over, and we eat turkey, stuffing, and potatos. haha, don't get me wrong, FOOD IS AMAZINGLY GREAT, but it's just not as high-rated as everyone seems to make it :x

i'm excited for this friday. me, jenn, jess, & nicole are going to downtown boston for a night out. it's so nice at night <3

i'm really really excited to go down to NYC though. i love christmas time, in the city.. it's just so beautiful, the lights everywhere, people walking with scarves, and gloves, and hats, and when you see peoples breath when they breathe or talk.. and ice skating! I LOVE IT! yay, i'm so excited. i wonder who's coming with me this year.

basketball also starts soon. it's usually right after thanksgiving =D #11 babyyy.

well, i better get started on this homework. i'll most likely post a little later. if not, i def. will tomorrow. have a good day <3
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what a night.. [23 Nov 2003|12:28am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Dido - White Flag ]

so a bunch of the girls came over tonight. we watched feardotcom, and oh how scary. there were some parts that were just gruesome, and i couldn't imagine any of that happening to a person in real life. i think that's like one of my biggest fears.

anyways, i'm still looking for someone to help me with the centering of my text boxes. i'm just a ditz, and have no idea what i'm doing. also, i want some personalized icons. i'd greatly appreciate it <3

i also got some nasty comments from these girls in my below entry. they said i "stole" this girls icon, and were even more mad because it was her stomach. well, i apologized, but the thing is, i had no idea it was her stomach. i mean, obviously if i knew it, i wouldn't have gone and taken it. i don't think it's that big of a deal, but to her it was. i took it off, and it's all over with. - she also claims i took her friends? i'm just trying to meet people, thanks. it's LJ, and that's also not a big deal. so, if you're the girl, i'm sorry, and yeah.. it's over.

alright, i think i'm gonna go walk over to john's for a little. then i'll most likely come home and sleep. <3

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finally! =] [22 Nov 2003|06:40pm]
[ music | Jessica Simpson - With you ]

oh gosh, this took me awhile to get it how i want it, but i still have one more thing i want to do. if anyone can center my text boxes, etc. i can't do it, haha. please please, i'll def. <3 you.

anyways, i'm feelin kinda good with how this turned out. my old journal just got boring, and i didn't like the username [bc of the fact i made it like a year and a half ago] so, i'm glad i finally got up to do this.

tonight i'm going out for pizza with laura. i haven't seen her in like 3 weeks, so that should be nice. afterwards, i have no idea.

i'm thinking about making this journal friends as well, but not untill i get new friends to add to my list. haha, i feel so naked with no one on my list. ahh, so come on guys, help me out.

k, i'm gonna go. comment, if you want me to add you.
<3 danielle

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